I’m in the eye of the storm. Except that the eye is supposed to be calm. Nothing feels calm. What’s new will stay, what goes will go.

Of course I reach a breaking point. I had to have it stop. I can’t just keep crying about it. I’m staying away and you’ll stay away as well.

I couldn’t possibly enter into anything new and give it my whole self if I was still lingering on you.

And now I have to grieve your absence.

What a shit show.

Possible new career beginnings.

New attention.

Perhaps someone that’ll see and appreciate me.

It’s hard to have hope after failed unrequited love.

The only way is to move through the feelings.

One more eclipse

From moody Pisces to organized, rational, disciplined Virgo.

New beginnings